

So it is Wednesday and next Tuesday is my last day of high school. Ever. I have a field trip Friday and Memorial day Monday. The calculations are against me. I am going to be sad…I might cry or I might not. I am going to miss things…but I am not going to miss the insatiable drama and unnecessary backstabbing. Life isn’t about spreading lies…and all this time I have been in love with a guy who I haven’t seen in months and even my reckless denial and facade can’t hide it, every post on here relates to him and God do I wish it didn’t. So with high school ending….this guy i have been into since middle school….it is ending as well. All the things he gave me, it all needs to burn….literally.