Yep….i am getting sad…I look at old photographes and things and remember how much things can change. Things don’t necessarily change in a bad way, but they are just different. Honestly I sometimes miss high school…how “Hakuna Matata” was literally a wonderful phrase because it was true and the way I just knew everyone…its so easy just to know everyone. I want it again…I want to be able to see someone in a hallway and smile at them without it being totally out of the ordinary. I wanna know people…but at a university with over 30,000 people…it gets kind of tough. I wanna be with my friends again…I am utterly sick of living with people who talk about me behind my back…its unbearably rude and annoying on so many levels…at least in high school you only dealt with those kind of people in increments. I am just starting to see who is standing around me when the “smoke clears” so to speak…its just easier to figure out who your true friends are…but you soon realize that your true friends aren’t as true as you thought….just hypocritical instigators who don’t want anyone happy. Complaining…yep I know :)…..but there is some light at the end of the tunnel….I have an absolutely fantastic boyfriend who actually loves me :) and I love him…its just so easy with him…when we fight we fix it…when we are happy we thrive on it…and when we do anything in general we enjoy each others company…he is something I never can regret…cause if it weren’t for me leaving high school and attending this huge university or having the roommates I do have…I would have never met Adam…and wouldn’t be as happy as I am now. Cause I am happy about him :)
Complaining is an accidental oversight on my part here and I know this is sufficiently dull…but it is how I feel….
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